Invisible weight
so hard to carry
Visible weight
leads to more invisible weight
Quiet solitude with
people all around
Singing in the car
to myself
No phone calls
only bills in the mail
Working
for way too little
Still here in this house
not home anymore
Desire for sleep
although I obtained plenty
Urge to be alone
the want for only myself
Depression
takes me in waves
Comes back
undulating with chemicals
Leaves me gasping for freedom
at times
Leaves me happy inside my head
at times
Must try to remain as normal
as possible
At least as normal
as I ussually am
My definition of normal
is blurred
Maybe it's not me
just the dictionary
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